Wednesday, March 10, 2010

It's after midnight... Can't sleep. Up watching reality TV and chowing down on girl scout cookies.

This is my therapy. This is me sliding downhill...

>>>stressed<<<

I'm grumpy at work... I come home and can't stop replaying frustrating scenarios out over and over in my mind... Can't get my thoughts out of overdrive, so they keep me awake.

I don't sleep enough and just get grumpier and more frustrated. Work just gets harder.

Tired, overworked, stressed out, can't sleep... more tired, more overworked, more stressed out, even less sleep, even more tired...

'Til I hit bottom, quit and move to another city. I've hit this wall before and ended up back in Texas... I hit it once before then and ended up in AmeriCorps.

I'm starting to wonder if it's really the jobs or the cities...

Or if I just can't keep still.

1 comment:

Lara said...

Come home!